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sun_set_bravelyI am moderately concerned that I will not have an apartment by the time I get home tonight. As I woke up this morning, I swear I heard the slow crack of glass in my window. Things are falling apart all over this place recently, so I don't have the implicit faith anymore that the outside will, of course, hold up. I am going to wear my heavy shoes and coat, so I don't fly away like Piglet outside.
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I just read the LJ news about phone posts for paid and permanent users. I've quietly listened to many of my LJ friends make Audblog posts, and I've been deterred by the registration process to use that service. But now that LJ offers it? I'm going to have to find something worth posting about with my own voice.
And more userpics are always good.
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Tectonic plates are shifting in my life. Perhaps they are just the final movements in the huge migration that has been my 2003. But they are shifting well, and they're sliding into places that make me feel settled, and closer to whole. I'm healing. For the last two months, all of you have told me about that place where I would feel like my life could go on, where I could feel joy again. I can feel it coming. You are all so smart.
Even though there is still sadness, I am happy. Even though there are still mistakes, I am wiser. Life continues, seducing me into dancing with it.
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make way for a lady
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I just read the LJ news about phone posts for paid and permanent users. I've quietly listened to many of my LJ friends make Audblog posts, and I've been deterred by the registration process to use that service. But now that LJ offers it? I'm going to have to find something worth posting about with my own voice.
And more userpics are always good.
~ ~ ~
Tectonic plates are shifting in my life. Perhaps they are just the final movements in the huge migration that has been my 2003. But they are shifting well, and they're sliding into places that make me feel settled, and closer to whole. I'm healing. For the last two months, all of you have told me about that place where I would feel like my life could go on, where I could feel joy again. I can feel it coming. You are all so smart.
Even though there is still sadness, I am happy. Even though there are still mistakes, I am wiser. Life continues, seducing me into dancing with it.
~ ~ ~
make way for a lady
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Date: 2003-11-13 09:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 11:01 am (UTC)btw, i wouldn't worry too much about your apartment not being there when you get home. the thing about older buildings is, even though they don't always seem like it, they've probably been through more than anybody could ever know...
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Date: 2003-11-13 11:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 04:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-13 11:45 am (UTC)